Bored

And when I'm bored.. I write..
Even if I don't have anything to say.. Or at least nothing that is worth writing here..

But anyway, this is for me so.. who cares..


These past days have been tough..
A lot of good and bad things happened.. almost at the same time..
Funny that in one day you are all happy, great mood, almost feels like the birds are singing louder and the sun is brighter, and on the other day.. Big big storm.. Awfull mood, you just feel like you wish you were never born.. Or if you could hibernate for like... 10 years.. You'd do it right away..Why I feel this way?
I don't know.. Or I do, but it's too hard to put it into words. What I can say is that I really don't know what to do.. Or say to feel better..I also know that I miss being in love, that feeling so good that makes you feel like you're walking above the clouds..
The feeling of that kiss that makes your stomach go crazy, like they say, as if you had zillions of butterflies wanting to get out.. I don't remember that anymore.. And I miss it.. I sure do..

Life has to change.. and this time for good..I need excitement in my life again.Im going crazy like this.. It's like I'm asleep.. No emotions, no nothing..


I have to wake up.. I'm too young to be this dead....