Family

Today I feel like talking about family..
I have this (un)perfect big family, that even with all their flaws, I still and always will love..

Starting with the oldest, my sweet father..
God, I love him more than anyone in the whole wide world..
He's the most caring, loving person I've ever met.
He's the kind of man that does anything for you, anything!
Even if that wouldn't be the best for him.
He is nice, playful, funny, naughty, liberal, good to talk to, a true friend..
I love to remember when he used to put me to sleep every night with a different story made up in the moment just for me.. for several years..
When I was little and it was my b-day, I used to wake up with a note of him and a chocolate or a candy..
The way he makes me laugh, his massages in my head or in my feet.. The way he's ALWAYS there for me!
I love his green eyes, his grey hair, his young and rebel soul.. :)
Even the things I hate about him, in the end I realize that in fact I do love them, cuz they are all part of his personality..
For instance, the way he's always making noises with his car/house keys as long as he walks down the streets..
The way he bounces his body back and forward every time he wants to pass a car, as if that would help the car to get the impulse it needs..
The way everytime we get out of the lift in our building, if there's anyone waiting to come in, he just starts singing low a song, or wistling (even thouh he can't wistle)..
The way every night he says he's going to bed, and two hours later he's still there, sitting in the couch.. :)


My mom.. In a word? Fighter!
This woman is my idol!
Of course I also love her as much as I love my father!
She is also a true friend, great to talk to, though we fight a lot, but that's because we're exactly the same..
I wish, when I'm older, I have her strenght, her ability to cope with the difficulties that may appear in the way..
I wish I have her gift to raise my children like she raised us, I also wish I have the power to manage a house, a home, like she does..
She is beautiful, I love the way she's always worried about me, the way she holds me or the way she says: "have you kissed me today?".
I also love the way she often says she wouldn't like me to move out..
She makes herself tough, but I know that she hides more than she shows.
What I don't like in her is what I don't like in me, because that's the reason why we have conflicts sometimes.. We think/act alike!
She's stubborn, and she never gives up on an opinion or idea.. And I'm exactly the same.. So when we have different points of view, no one wins, because neither of us will give up..

I know I've said this before, but the idea of losing them, and I know I will at some point, just.. kills me..
I really want my children (if I have someday) to have the opportunity to know them, to know how good it is to have these great parents, to know how good it is to live with a family like this!
I don't even wanna talk about it cuz it depresses me..

My big brother..
Hmm.. Despite all his flaws, I love him.
He's this guy that plays himself tough, but deep down inside he's like melted butter..
To be honest, there's not much to say about him, because I feel like I don't really know him..

Older sister..
She's like this perfect girl, blonde with green eyes..
She's also ready to help at anytime, has a great sense of family.
I just wish she wasn't so naive.. that's what ruins her..
Still.. Gotta love her!

Middle sister..
Great sister!
Playful by nature but knows when to become serious.
Love her, a lot!
I know that she'll always be there for me, even after all that we've been through.. I guess that that just made us even more stronger..

Youngest sister..
The troublemaker!
With her we never know exactly how she's going to react..
She's like a kinder surprise, you always wonder what you'll get..
But she's the owner of a huge heart!
She's different, unique!
I love her too, of course!

The three of us are truly bounded, so connected that we keep almost nothing appart from each other.. and I hope it continues like that.. forever!

As this been said, I just have to end saying that I wish all the people in the world were as lucky as me when it comes to family..

<3